last night alex, erin, drew, and bobby came over and hung out with my sister and me. it was good. except alex was sad. that was not good. she left early. :(

then bobby, drew, erin and i went down into chez shae. we were going to play board games while watching movies. that didn't really happen. drew fell asleep while we were watching will & grace, which he chose to watch. he and erin left shortly after, but when he left he said that the night was fun and it would be even better if he didn't have to leave. today he told me that he likes chez shae. a lot. :)

another amazing moment/conversation also happened last night in chez shae. that room does these things to people. after erin and drew left bobby and i were still in there and we just ended up talking about everything. specifically things that just kind of naturally come up when you start getting closer to people. we're getting closer now. i like that. it was an equal and balanced, sometimes sad, but amazingly cute, pretty much perfect conversation. and it was totally needed and was kind of what we were missing. we both wish we would've met each other sooner.

now i'm getting ready to go to my sister's powderpuff game and then who knows? i should be really happy but i'm just in a really weird mood. oh well.. we'll see how tonight goes.

so i'm going to see SPIDERMAN 3 at midnight! woot!

i was waiting around to do something and then my sister had this genius idea. so yay. because nothing else was looking too hopeful... but yeah, yay.

oh and i had like THE most amazing piece of godiva chocolate. and it has a very familiar taste that reminds me of good times... it was a very Proustian-madeleine moment.

omg! i'm totally rediscovering my love of baseball by watching the sandlot!!! i love this movie so much and i know like every word! and benny's real cute, i don't care how young he is supposed to be in this. YAY!!! :)

in other news, i haven't yet bought dreamgirls even though it came out on DVD tuesday. soon though. soon.

As promised, here is my post about the 500 question Purity Test I took a couple nights ago.

I'm 77.6% pure... 0:-)
I'd say that's pretty pure... or, you know, it just makes me lame. Whatever.


How pure are you?

all these late nights are gonna catch up to me eventually...


but haven't yet thankfully.



in other news: there were totally free vibrators at Sextravaganza today.

during a time when we should all come together and love each other, why are so many people still such selfish assholes.

[there were actually quite a few incidences of this recently.]

i haven't cried all day surprisingly, with what happened at tech's campus.

that is, until i saw this picture:



and now i'm finally crying. i don't know why it took all day and a little cartoon, but i'm starting to be less numb about this, and it's sinking in.

I just saw the face of God (again.)


but his name wasn't Brian Kinney.

so, i went to apex/soho last night with jittrbugg, mer_say_taz, osvobaja, _venus_, dan, and sara (my little sister hahah) last night. it was trés fun.

i rode with sara, merce, and ian on the way there and back. we listened to the spice girls on the way there and dreamgirls on the way back. oh, how we love the girls. except none of us actually do...

sara and maryam sat in soho the whole time because sara's not old enough to get into apex and maryam doesn't really like it in there so we came and visited them often even though we had to walk a little in the like 15 degree weather.

but yeah, it was a really fun time! except the creepo that danced with me last time was there but thankfully jess like grabbed me to dance when he was looking. and she basically almost kissed me like 4 times too hahah.

another creepo was there too. jess and ian both wrote about him i think. he was like totally drugged out and trying to get with everyone then get a ride home from someone. it was rather sad.

but there were lots of cute boys touching boys, as usual. so it was great! and i saw allison there! yay that was cool.

and the end was amazing. dan, merce, erick, guillermo aka "billy" and i were sing-screaming along to "and i am telling you i'm not going" the dance remix. because they always play that at the end and it's fabulous.

and yeah. that's pretty much my post. i just felt obligated because everyone else posted about last night (except merce, she should too!) so i was jealous.

this day was freaking amazing. notice the new userpic (thank you SO much jittrbugg. that's me and chris "fighting" over an orange starburst. ♥ but i will post about the amazing day later because jittrbugg and chris and i are chillin in chez shae right now. but dude - amazing.

and omg. maryam just starting playing "goodbye" by the spice girls. and messed up the first line. this means it's time to get off (heh) the computer. which isn't even mine (it's chris's haha)


kiss it. kiss it. spank it.
peace out.